Monday


i guess its safe to say that the deed unforgiven is unspoken and im dealing with it.
we wont speak so,
i wont say
& you dont care .

but one last thing, khus i know your reading this. if you ever wondered if i love you, the answer is NO. because i more than love you. i love love you, if that makes a difference. so here i go with somthing like regret in my pocket. proceeding to yet again trust my heart to a soul matching mines.

man i love this man

Thursday

how sweet babe you shouldn't have

LOL...

oh george what a poet you are :*

You don't realise how much I need you.
Love you all the time and never leave you.
Please come on back to me.
I'm lonely as can be. I need you.

Said you had a thing or two to tell me.
How was I to know you would upset me?
I didn't realise as I looked in your eyes...
You told me.

Oh yes, you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore.
That's when it hurt me.
And feeling like this, I just can't go on anymore.

Please remember how I feel about you, I could never really live without you.
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me.
I need you.

But when you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore.
That's when it hurt me.
And feeling like this, I just can't go on anymore.
Please remember how I feel about you.
I could never really live without you.
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me.
I need you. I need you. I need you.


listen

i love when i can play an album and every emotion is driven
i had a good day :)

Wednesday

carey mulligan-vouge US





today i heard something good,

"i would never go back to something tht didn't last "

in other news ; im so upset i was a week shy from seeing a tribe & ms. hill hit the stage!

Tuesday

i call this

lost concept, window seats & blackberrymessanger
im home on leave visting family and such, went home and cleaned up/went throught stuff in my old room and found this lol. gosh i was so crazy...


LESSON ON LOVE
Number one in the rule book show no mercy.
don't believe that shit when you say you love me.
See I was slipped some real shit very young at heart,
my dads spoke clearly "young guys don't want love they want your private parts".
It stuck with me from then on out,
"No boy gonna play me" with out a doubt.
So there I went with my philosophy on boy,
"If I play games like them I won't get played like a toy"
Was pretty good with the tricks,
But was close to being broken.
Another Lesson learned,
don't leave your heart to open.
Its hard for me now
To believe love even exist
Just a play on word
lust with a twist

Monday

till death

i got him, he got me...ily cousin

thanks bighead

girl meets boy

and everything she knew was everything that was wrong.
this new found glory ment,

see to understand then to be understood


lets try something new babe

..

i missed you so much & im sorry